Verse 7 - Me1 and Me2 (crazy)

I was thinking to myself, will i ever get another chance?
I mean i've realized that i've hurt her, but hey, why couldn't she trust me a little while longer... *sigh*

Me1: If i had another chance, i'll make everything rite.
Me2: That's what u said the last time, look at what happened?
Me1: I know, i know, but this time its different.
Me2: U said that the last time too.
Me1: I dunno what to say...
Me2: I'm sorry but i guess u're not getting ur chance.
Me1: ..... maybe, but i'll try no matter what. I know somehow that last time i did change and i got knock off track again that's all.
Me2: What if the same thing happens this time?
Me1: It wont, i'll make sure it wont.
Me2: U said that the last timeeee...
Me1: I know, i know, i can't guarantee that we'll not quarrel in the future, but i'll let her win at times... i know what i should do, and i really have learn my mistakes. So please, give me one more chance.
Me2: Oh wtheck, i'm not the one whom's gonna give u another chance u know, just make sure u treat her well if u ever got her back.
Me1: =.= ........... *sigh*
Me1: That i can promise you. I hope she'll come back and see the difference this time around.

I know i'm going crazy, listen to the songs below u'll know =.=|||

I believe that if my heart for her is true, one day she'll come back..
What if she doesn't u say?
Well, i've never thought of that before... I guess i'll never think about it. Getting her back is what i want. There should be no negative thinking i guess...

Anyways, here are 2 songs that describe what i'm feeling these days. Both are by N'sync.

"Thinking of you"

Lying in your arms
So close together
Didnt know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause Im without you

How Im missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark

I lay awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

I was such a fool
I couldnt see it
Just how good you were to me

You confessed your love
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now Im left
With all this pain
I only got myself to blame

(chorus)

Why didnt I know
(how much I loved you baby)
Why couldnt show it
(if I had only told you)
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance


"This i Promise you"

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

Come back soon baby....
152 <3