Monday, 28 September 2009

Verse 10 - Everywhere i go...

Its gonna be another short post again today. Woke up around 10 and had to send my grandma to a salon. At 12, me and my fren went to the gym. Today was a long workout till 4pm. Did some treadmill, situps, chest workout and swimming.

Funny how small the world is. Today at gym, i bump into my collegue who worked with me at a cyber cafe in the past. She sure had slim down =.=, and i'm still.... well... still me =.=|||. Just found out that she joined a member with the gym today. I guess i wont have to depend on my fren for company anymore ^^.

I've never liked going to gym alone, and i never did went alone before, so before i go to gym, i'll have to check with my fren to see if he's up for it. Like i said, guess not anymore ^^.

After gym, we went to GIANT supermarket, and BOOM =.= i thought of her again. Its like everywhere i go, i'll sure think of her... We've been to GIANT together and it was like, well, husband and wife, shopping for some stuff and sometimes, it was like bf and gf going here and there, doesn't matter as long as we're together... =.= missed her so much *sigh*

After GIANT, we went to HUA HO, and there it is again, an image of her by my side, clinging to me at all time. *sigh* i really wish i had her right there and then. I would get her watever she wanted this time for sure.

When i thought back, i really negelected her alot =.= no wonder she's so pissed off, or her feelings fade, watever, guess i wasn't really being a bf at all.

There are stuff which she wanted but, its either i really couldn't get it for her, or i'm lazy to get it for her =.=... But hey, dun blame me yet u know, cos i was really saving up for her ring. One by one la.... haiii... i'm not a millionaire yet u know.

I've told her alot of times that i'll get her wat she wanted, and it never delivers. No wonder she left =.=

I haven't been chatting with her recently, i dunno, i just dunno what to say. I'm afraid that if i chat with her all the time, she'll treat me more and more as a fren, and maybe she wont even miss me at all =.=.

Oh yea, today is sunday. *sigh* its suppose to be our day together...
Ah well, i dunno whatelse i can say but i love her more than anything.

152 <3