New verse 7 - A promise fulfilled too late

Lets start by telling what i did yesterday. Nothing. there.. =)

Boring rite? whenever someone replies me with "nothing", there's nothing else to talk about =.=|||

Anyways, i went home early yesterday cos i got dizzy staring at the computer in the office for so long. I kept thinking about her blog and at one point, i almost wanted to visit it again. So i had to stop myself by going to the toilet and getting my face washed =.=. Success!

I went home and took a short nap. Later on, i asked 2 of my frens out to shop around, kai kai and stuff. The thing about them is, one of them is like so dam childish =.=||| seriusly, very annoying. Believe me, when i say its annoying, its really annoying =.=. She was like pushing my face while i was driving. It got me so pissed at one point that i almost "ALMOST" scolded her =.=||| seriusly tho, i'll never bring that girl shopping again =.=.

Anyways, the other girl she's with was abit decent and how lucky, she works in the shopping mall we're in. There's this watch section that i passed by with "her" once. And i told her that i'll buy a heart shaped watch for her. She didn't commented on anything at 1st until i showed her the poster. I guess she likes it alot? =) i can see the glow in her eyes already that time =.=|||. It was then, that i vowed to myself and promised her that i'll get it for her as soon as i got the cash. But then the ring have to come 1st =.=||| oh well.

So i passed by that section and i dunno if i got emo or not. But i remembered her saying in cheezebox once, after we've broken up, "you buy for me la" when i asked her to get a new watch. SOOooo... i sorta asked the sales lady if that watch was still available. The sales lady said no. Sad~ really..

Then the other girl fren whom i said just now was "decent" =.= says that there's one at the bandar branch. Without thinking, i flew down to bandar with the "decent" girl and the "childish" girl =.=|||| *yea, i'm hoping that girl will see this blog and realize that i was really mad* lol...

We rushed down and up to the section where the watch was laying. It's so beautiful, i'm sure it'll suit "her" alot. Without thinking twice, i bought it =.=||| and becos ms.decent works there, i get to have 10% discount... lol. Lets not talk about the price of the watch =.=|||

After shopping around for awhile, we got hungry... so we went to "sempurna restaurant" that nite to have something to eat. Love the american style fried rice there. Think i'll be going there again soon =)

The day ended with us feeling tired and sleepy. After i got home, i layed in bed with my window's curtain opened and stared at the watch, thinking how happy she would be, thinking about her smile. Then i thought to myself, "how am i suppose to give it to her now?" =.=||| just like the ring, the reason i bought this watch is for her, so it'll be very inappropriate to give it to someone else =.=. sigh* God, i miss her so much. As i looked up to the moon i thought to myself, "When u're thinking of someone all the time, that person will come home one day". So when will baby come home to me? cos there's not one day that passed by without baby in my mind.... and i fell asleep. =.=

Lesson learn today? nothing... ^^ and there, end of topic =)

This is like the longest time i've been alone without her in my arms, without her in my life. I can't believe i'm still missing her so much...

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