*I wont be disclosing her blog, cos then, all u viewers will be busy reading hers and not mine =.= and i dun really wan ppl to know who she is anyways. ^^ This blog is between my relationship with her's. Names and info aren't required =)
I just read her blog. I said i wouldn't visit her blog ever again, and i did... hence i dunno what happened until someone told me about it. They say curiousity kills the cat. Somewat i find it quite true. =.=||| i'm just lucky i aint dead yet.
What can i say? i've been through worse...
Its regarding my previous post. I posted that my fren says that she's "immature" (*lol.. i told u she'll be furious*) and she totally were and still is i suppose? F.u.r.i.o.u.s.
Well... maybe its my fault too for not saying what is to be said. She thinks that i've been saying bad things behind her back, leading to my frens or ppl that's i've talked to (*only 4 so far jst so she know, to cleansed her from curiousity and further fury) thinking that she's immature =.=|||
I dunno how to explain it but the fact is, they all concluded she's immature in a way and i didn't say anything fake. All 100% truth.
Maybe she wont be so mad at me if i've posted other things that this "girl friend" of mine said yesterday.
For her info, and all u viewers too, my fren said that i'm immature too =) and i admit that. I used to be so immature that i couldn't bare the sight of it. Not saying that i've changed everything now. Even a 50 year old man have a certain immaturity in him ^^.
Why'd my fren say i was immature? cos i gets mad at "her" most of the time over little things in the past, scolding her bitch and everything, cos i always stopped by the road side fighting with her in the car, cos i couldn't control my urge of wanting to stop this senseless fight right now *as in then*, i couldn't even wait till we all calmed down 1st, cos i waited outside her house that time until she came out to see me.
Seriusly, i sorta know the reason why she was this furious after reading my previous post. If u were thinking "this bastard were talking bad things behind me while saying nice words infront of me just to get me back" i would bet u'll be mad like a bull too =)
Lesson to be learn here? well.. always ask and find out everything, truth and facts before going mad. I dun blame her, i blame myself. why? cos i used to be like her too and i should know better than to comment on her blog. I just added some gasoline to a fire breathing dragon... lol.
She told me that she saw my conversation with a girl in facebook. And here's what i have to say. "so?"
I hope before she goes berserk again, my "so?" is meant in a nice way. Yea, i told that girl that i have to move on BECOS u dun wanna come back anymore. Yea, i told her that u left me and that we're not a match from the begining. Yea, i told her that u have a bad temper. And here's my question "so?"
I never mentioned to her about our past, nor did i mention to her ur name, ur URL, or who u were. This girl i added after we've broken up for about a few weeks i think? hm... can't remember. And i was moody, i just said things out without making much effort to explain things. WHY? cos i'm not very fond with "pin yin" and its freaking facebook... u know how hard it is to chat in facebook? =.=|||
She says she knows i'm going nuts without her and "heheheheheh" =.=||| here my answer to that again... "so?"
Everyone here knows that. Everyone who's reading my blog anyways. Inc my frens and the ppl i've talked to just so i could get some advice and opinions.
She says i've been bugging her. But i haven't been in contact with her for 2-3 days already =S
Baby have a bad day just becos she thought this and that without knowing facts. I have a bad day today, correction "tonite" cos baby had to be this way and wat's worse is at the end of the blog, she commented "why must you make me do this =( lol"
But hey, i'm gonna tell everyone here right now that i'm not blaming her for that. WHY? cos those who don't know, have no guilt. And becos i'm going NUTS without her, and i love her.
Baby said to make up my mind, dun be a 2 face, a poker face. But i've already made up my mind. What was baby doing reading my blog? remembering the word "immature" only?
To all my viewers, I've gotta be one professional Liar huh? to make u all believe that i'm still madly in love with this girl and that i wanted her back so badly. To my frens, i think i can make it to hollywood with my tears act huh? lol... Anyways, i'm gonna take a time out until i've something to post again ^^ i'll make sure to get my words rite or sentences rite before posting, just so to prevent any misunderstandings again.
I hope i've somehow calmed baby down tonite, and as always, please drink lotsa water everday, and try ur best to finish ur assignments on time k? gd luck with everything <3
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