Final Verse - My choice

Its been i dunno how long since me and her broke up, seems to me that she's doing fine without me. Happier maybe? i'm glad to see that. I am still wondering until today if i could give her more happiness than now, but i guess i wouldn't know until we're back together again.

I felt like blogging this last post after so long. Things i've seen, things i've been through.

A fren of mine also had some problems with his gf, but i'm in no position to give advice i guess. Funny, i feel like blogging but i dun have words to say.

Baby, how've u been really? I miss u badly u know? Thought that keeping my distance from her is a good idea. But i guess it has a good and bad side to it. Now i dunno how to start a conversation with her. It'll be easier if she could just come back right now so i can give her a big hug.

Been flirting around lately, but all these are just temporary to get my mind off her =.= i guess. Even when flirting, i tend to hold back certain topics or words to say =.= hopeless*

Am i really fixated on one girl? what would happen if i got her back?

i dunno but i guess i've made my choice.
I love you baby
Can't believe i still do after all these time =.=

until my heart dies from this break up, only then will i be able to really flirt around. God knows when =.=||| sigh*

At last,
152 <3

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