Verse 15 - 15, 2 <3

I guess this is the final post, I've pretty much showed how much i love her, what i would do to have her back in my arms again, what i've realized from my mistakes and how i would change in this relationship again. If what she said is true, then with all these intentions, all these changes, maybe i still wont be the type of guy she wants to be with.

Verse 15, 15th was the date we got together, the 2 = february, it also means 2 person. It takes 2 to love and everything.

From today on, i'll focus alot on my objectives, my daily routine. I know, i might not get a chance to have her back, i might meet another girl in the future as well. But all in all, i'll love her till i can't love her anymore. I'll do wat i can to get her back until i can't anymore.

Dunno when will i finally let go or give up but hey, at least i tried my best rite? ^^
I've learnt alot of my mistakes, if she's not the one i can change for then at least i'll get to treat my future girl rite, rite?

I understand that its good to take time apart, i know, so i'll do wat i can till she comes back, IF she comes back. ^^ in the mean time, i'll try to be a fren she wants me to be. I'll try my best to be there when she really needs me... hope she still need me =(

I've never thought this break up was proper, but she does have a point. Why be with a person whom u dun love anymore rite? but i thought "love" can slowly develope? We've been together for 3 and a half years, i should be able to bring it back rite? i hope so...

I dunno, but whatever the answer is, its fated i guess.

I asked her out for a movie on friday/tuesday. She replied saying that she promised someone to go out on friday already. I didn't mentioned "what about tuesday" tho, maybe i was just too depressed? i dunno...

Anyways, here are my last words:

To baby,

Thanks baby, the past 3 years plus had really been a memorable moments and a dream come true as well. We shared alot of feelings together, feelings that mostly we've never experienced before. We took Lust, hate, love, pain, joy, deception, betrayal, lies and forgiveness to the next level didn't we?

Remembered what i said before? You're god's gift for me, and well, i guess i failed to treasure u more than i should. I'm sorry baby... sorry that i failed to make u feel the way u should be feeling, sorry that i failed to make u one of the luckiest girl.

I guess i've finally understood ur feelings now. How painful u must've felt when the person u love aint the one picking u up to school and back, when the person u love is spending more time with frens than with u...

I could have realized earlier that all u want is me by ur side most of the time. sharing with you your problems and also giving u the warmth that u should be feeling.
I know i'm not a very good bf to you for the past years and i hope i'll get the chance to make it up to you someday.

Like i've said before, i've really learnt my lesson le. I know what i should do when u're angry, down or emotional... I just wished you could see it.

Regrets aint gonna do any good, so i wont regret. I'll do a better job next time around.

Till the end, I love you baby laopo <3
p/s: oh yea, i'm still using the cup u gave me ^^ and i'm glad u like the ring.

152 <3
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